Help!

Hey!
Sometimes i wish im purely a christian that can devote my every second in worshipping God or reading the bible..... or a full-time cheerleader that can do cheerleading everyday....

But no no no.... im a stressful student now.... cant even make a simple choice between PST or BMT... cant even decide wat to choose for CDS....

Thanks to the demoralising talk about our future job prosepcts....

Pressing machine buttons and doing data recording........
Sitting at the Guardian counter for u to enquire which pimple cream is better for you.........
Testing ppl urine and shit everyday.......
Selling medical products which obvioulsy need more mouth than brain.......
Which sounds more interesting?

Maybe testing ppl urine and shit coz at least u can write a book about the different kinds of shits in the world....

Argh... i used to love studying a lot... what happen to me??!!!

Pray tt God will help me find the passion to study again............